Psychology

by Kinjac

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1.
Futility 03:42
fuck your wars and all that you stand for seventh wonder why we even try anymore my platitudes seem so rude in mixed company and I'm trying hard not to offend but I'm at my wits end with what to do it's no use tie the noose and kick it out from under oh give it up give it up give it up give it up give it up already they've got a box around you they tell you what to do they've got their chains around you they tell you what to do give you directions on how when and who to love give you a credit limit force you to go above it's so useless to try and fight it it's so futile to try and fight it
2.
Delusions 03:08
you're institutional but I'm delusional you've got them all on your side but you're deep within your mind trying hard not to find the place inside where your sense of self collides with the lies you tell yourself if only for better health I understand we can't all stand outside the structures of the mind but I don't mind no I don't mind 'cause I'm delusional you let the days pass you by watching calmly let them slide by your mind's eye is not on your side it seems do you know what I mean? I thought I left you behind in a dream you tell me I think too highly of myself I've got a wealth of insecurity but frankly you're boring me to tears with all this talk of fears so come near and wipe that look on off your face I'm in the wrong time in the right place I'm deep within in outer space can't find my mind to save my face can't begin to find my place you're institutional but I'm delusional you've got them all on your side but you're deep within your mind trying hard not to find the place inside where your sense of self collides with the lies you tell yourself if only for better health I understand we can't all stand outside the structures of the mind but I don't mind no I don't mind 'cause I'm delusional oh tell me why you always look behind to divine your inner psychology don't you know what you hold in your soul is your future potentiality? my sense of me comes mainly from a sea of change I'm only held together in essence by a name but it's all the same it's all the same it's all the same to your psychology my thoughts are diluted but I've yet to be refuted while you just stand there I've got the sense to be aware you let the days pass you by watching calmly let them slide by your mind's eye is not on your side it seems do you know what I mean? oh I thought I left you behind in a dream
3.
Dependency 05:56
I let you in under my skin if you've got something to tell me just get it out of the way already I can't stand here forever I haven't got all day so if you've got something to say just get it out of the way already I let you in under my skin can't get you out of my head I let you in under my skin can't figure out we're already dead
4.
Memory 05:11
tracing the lines between you and I ingrained in myelin sheathes pressed into my mind during sleep there's no release there's no release for me from you look at what you do to me unravel my psyche nightly memories I'd rather forget you I'd rather forget you I'd rather forget I try to figure out the context of this mess I'm in begin to unravel the picture a peculiar mixture of times gone by the cracks in my mind give way
5.
Loneliness 02:40
there's no replacement for it once it's gone gone away and you'll be back to where you started once you've had your way I would rather forget what to me you once meant I would have rather seen you stay but we both know that you turned away is this just loneliness I feel or is this a nostalgic appeal to that which I used to know and now regret lying cold in the snow is this just loneliness I feel or is this a nostalgic appeal to that which I used to know and now regret lying cold in the snow I would rather forget what to me you once meant I would have rather seen you stay but we both know that you turned away
6.
Sedatives 02:21
just calm down you're in no danger now why so worried? why so worried, man? they're only here to help you out
7.
Hypnagogia 02:29
their diatribe's memetic it's infected all of your peers transmitted inside the space between your laughter and your tears it's in everything you hear it's in the water canon fodder for the politics of fear so come near and listen close to this ghost sent down to drown the illusions they've been using to calm you down that's how they tear you down social anesthetic inherited memetics from past relics in our present but this is not what is seems I'm lying to myself in a dream hypnagogic memory distracting me from the dystopian reality that exists outside of me that even I can't see so come with it now I wanna hear what you're thinking now tell me how we're gonna turn it all around before the walls come crashing down before the walls come crashing down I'm half asleep in the space my subconscious keeps clear for me for thinking clearly this is not quite real yet the appeal is that it's not quite not I haven't got what I've got through thought alone
8.
Archetypes 03:05
an archetype has marked out what it means to be right here I'm in the clear I steer far from near from the pressure of the one who's deep within the sun I'm having fun and I'm not done yet I bet you're lost and I'm no better off which one's the worse for wear the ignorant or aware? beware the imitation consternation from sublimation existential fascination an automaton nation I escape down that sewer grate liquid pills popped in bottles dropped down the throat a moat to keep my language in the ivory castle philosopher sits idle don't let him out just scream and shout and feel that beat hit with your cigarette lit drink up in my brain I act insane it's just a game it's all the same it's all the same oh feel that beat hit oh feel that beat hit
9.
Stimuli 04:40
forget the sense of self you once held and just unmeld the unified i a multiplicity walks in the city streets that lie in between the cracks of my mind made of the skyscrapers built of the grey matter that lies six inches behind my eyes stimuli gets filtered into truth and lies black and white black and white
10.
Anxiety 03:18
you're thinking in a singularity univocal binary polarity I see beyond conceptions of right and wrong to the place where plurality belongs drunk again stuck in a hazy cloud of toxic mess lost again ended up in someone else's bed fucked up again broke the vows I never meant to make sorry again an anxious mess with no escape no escape no escape you're thinking in a singularity univocal binary polarity I see beyond conceptions of right and wrong to the place where plurality belongs drunk again stuck in a hazy cloud of toxic mess lost again ended up in someone else's bed fucked up again broke the vows I never meant to make sorry again with no way to erase my mistake my mistake my mistake I no longer extol duplicities and binaries they implode and on the whole the poles collapse the poles collapse the poles collapse
11.
Hypochondria 03:38
it's so easy when you don't know what it means and it's so easy when all you see is what it seems and it's so easy to just get by and it's so easy to live a lie I do it over and over again aneurysms and complications to your plans heart attacks set you back to square one all over again don't you know you're not done yet? you know you're not done yet
12.
Amnesia 03:32
how did we get here anyway?
13.
Paranoia 04:28

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released September 15, 2010

All songs written, recorded, mixed and mastered by Michael O'Shea (Kinjac).

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